Dr. Visit and Update

As I stated earlier I started this blog later in the process and caught you up to our visit trip. I was reading over most posts today and was wondering where Joshua's new medical was and then I remembered I haven't told you yet. Well, when we returned from our visit trip on May 10th we had an email from our case manager and it was medical on Joshua. How wonderful to come home to 4 pics of Joshua. The LORD new I needed to see him again. At 4mths 3wks Joshua weighed 13lbs 6oz, length 62cms., and head circumference 41cms. Dr. Equizabal states that his weight and size are normal and that neuro is GREAT. He also received a second dose of vaccines.

As of today 5/27 we are still in PGN.....so, hopefully our file is being looked through and any previos (problems) can be fixed and get KO'd for that and for not having PA. If this happens when we get PA then MAYBE just MAYBE we can get through PGN without another KO. As for PA we are on day 26 and still have a WAIT but, good news the other day a family received there's and DNA was stamped for 4/10 and they waited just 46 days instead of the 60 that MAY happen. So, we are praying we will get ours in the next 3 weeks. Please pray that IF it's the LORD'S will it will happen.

As for me, some days are easier than others. Today was one of the more difficult days...I just feel EMPTY....LOST....NUMB!! I miss Joshua SO very much. Joshua, mommy wants you to know that I LOVE YOU very much and I would go to the ends of the earth for you. The days we spent together were some of the BEST in my life!!!! Your mommy, daddy, and sisters are here WAITING for you with open arms. Take care my son until we see each other again and ALWAYS remember I LOVE YOU all the way to heaven and back. Love, Mommy